it's like this - it's like i was in a car accident, and my car went over a bridge and sank to the bottom of a river and i'd somehow managed to free myself from the sunken car by swimming through an open window and then i'd been frog-kicking and struggling to swim all the way up to the daylight through the cold, green water and i was almost out of oxygen and the arteries were bursting out of my neck and my cheeks were puffed with my last breath and then... GASP!
